Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Flight Fears

I'm not sure if I've ever shared this on my blog, but here goes- I am terrified of flying.

This hasn't always been the case. When I was younger I would have gone anywhere at anytime, I was always ready for some kind of adventure. After I had the ectopic pregnancy in May of 2007 things changed a bit. I remember that we went to Boston in August of 2007 and I was so scared! I remember thinking "...don't let this plane crash, I need to have a baby before I die. Don't let this plane crash....".

Well, Internet, we are once again flying to Boston in less than a month's time. Saying I'm terrified is a bit of a dramatic understatement. I don't want the last moments of my life to be staring into the eyes of my beautiful little man knowing that we're seconds from the end. It is consuming me, and it's unhealthy!

Ugh. I could delve into the psychological aspects of this but I'll spare us all.


bunzi said...

Flying is safer than driving! :) I probably won't do the 3d/4d ultrasounds just cause they aren't FDA approved. :) But I would love to see her everyday moving around in there.